"Ema," shining both inside and out, was pampered and spoiled every day, her every whim granted. In this environment, her soul gradually became ugly. She actively requested that her face be distorted to conform to her inner self. She was subjected to being called "ugly" or "pig" for using a nose hook, a mouth gag, and a face wrap. In accepting these punishments, her masochistic tendencies were satisfied, and her guilt was purified.